25 岁别人赚第一桶金， 我亏了第一桶金

2020年5月7日
因为投资黄金亏了 10k，
10k确实不是一个小数目， 是我用尽20多年勤俭过活所获得的储蓄
就在2020年这一天， 亏光了
刚开始其实心里挺崩溃的但不想成为别人的负担
努力的假装坚强， 告诉自己天还没踏， 不用那么绝望
一直告诉自己  - 东山再起， 还是一条女汉子 -
这个10k 在我25岁这一年里为自己买的一场昂贵教训


今天早上吃着早餐时， 因为一直在环绕着这个话题， 在当下有一瞬间脑海闪过很奇怪的想法。突然间想到了我的以后该怎么办？ 没有了这笔钱 ， 该怎么办？ 当下感受是有不知道自己是谁， 为何这样， 但慢慢的缓过来了。

总结自己得到的教训/ 之后的行动：
1. 制作属于自己的理财管理
2. 在半年里达到目标数额 (9k)
3. 制作一份创业目标
4. 制作一份5年内的人生规划
5. 不要太容易听信别人说的甜言蜜语
6. 做好风险管理
7. 学习投资， 分析
8. 把剩下来的 RM 500 每个月放进不动户口


没事 ， 我很好！ 东山再起， 还是一条女汉子

《我们恋爱吧》观后感

都清醒， 都独立

从容不迫，真实， 坦率，谦虚

大方得体

腹满诗书气自华

不是脸上有皱纹心上就有智慧

understand your karma , use your karma help all beings 

what is it ? what can i do? how can i help? 

Pessismistic post

My current situation is just like ummmmmmmm...

yes, that's nothing special with my life.  To be honest I actually don't know what i wanted. I dare not to take action. Always say that stay out of your comfort zone, but why ? isn't comfort zone is good enough ! why you need to suffered yourself. Previously i thought i am a girl who like to take challenges. No, the truth is I am definitely a coward.  

Sometimes has a feeling like I am so useless and everybody are struggling to chase their dream to make it real. But what am i. What had i achieved ? The answer were nothing. 

I always looking a way which could added my value.  BUT that's only living in my thinking whereas not turning to my action.I admit that my thinking always louder than my action. 

Currently my mind and emotion lead by a stranger. I don't even know this people, we just chat by text.   Damn !!! STOP IT. Step out from my mind. Live in reality. Actually i know what is happening but i dare not to face it. I'm afraid. okay, stop talking about it.. I do really appreciate all the moment no matter it's good or bad.

STOP LIVING IN VIRTUAL ..COME ON 

Wish to be an attractive women, the first is you must live for yourself not others. 

Don't let people to lead your mind. They are nothing for doing so. 

And promise keep improving yourself.