2020年3月9日星期一

Pessismistic post

My current situation is just like ummmmmmmm...
yes, that's nothing special with my life.  To be honest I actually don't know what i wanted. I dare not to take action. Always say that stay out of your comfort zone, but why ? isn't comfort zone is good enough ! why you need to suffered yourself. Previously i thought i am a girl who like to take challenges. No, the truth is I am definitely a coward.  
Sometimes has a feeling like I am so useless and everybody are struggling to chase their dream to make it real. But what am i. What had i achieved ? The answer were nothing. 
I always looking a way which could added my value.  BUT that's only living in my thinking whereas not turning to my action.I admit that my thinking always louder than my action. 

Currently my mind and emotion lead by a stranger. I don't even know this people, we just chat by text.   Damn !!! STOP IT. Step out from my mind. Live in reality. Actually i know what is happening but i dare not to face it. I'm afraid. okay, stop talking about it.. I do really appreciate all the moment no matter it's good or bad.

STOP LIVING IN VIRTUAL ..COME ON 

Wish to be an attractive women, the first is you must live for yourself not others. 
Don't let people to lead your mind. They are nothing for doing so. 
And promise keep improving yourself. 



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